i just got home from another pet scan and boy are my arms tired (okay, not the best punch line given that i didn't fly- but my arms do hurt from holding them above my head that whole time)...
we met with the doctors (always new ones joining us these days). my markers and liver function tests have nearly tripled in 3 weeks - that is not good. i can feel my liver for the first time, and lots of other uncomfortable goings on...
i need to make some decisions and stick with them, but i feel more confused than ever. it seems to depend on who i'm talking to or what i'm reading in the moment about chemos and ports or doing nothing...
i've always relied on my gut feelings, but the only gut feelings i have now are the uncomfortable ones in my actual gut...
as soon as i get the results i'll write, but for now i'm gonna post a sad and beautiful song that's come to my mind more than a few times lately...
I'd forgotten that song 'til I heard it here again. They seem so young to be so world weary...
Posted by: Franklin | September 22, 2011 at 05:47 PM
And I always thought that was a BeeGees song. Love you Wave.
Posted by: lynnie | September 22, 2011 at 06:09 PM
First time I've heard that song, and it was awesome. You're in my thoughts, Wave.
Posted by: Jada | September 23, 2011 at 08:37 AM